Hard Times


Matty’s real father died when he was four years old. Apparently, he had been a really nice man and Matty had inherited his good looks. When Matty was sixteen years old his mother remarried. Rex, his stepfather, was good-looking in a very thuggish way. He was a biker and worked for a business that remodelled and restored motorbikes. Subsequently, his hands were always somewhat soiled and greasy looking.Matty’s mom, Gloria, who was thirty-six years old, was very taken with the attention of Rex, who was six years younger than her. Shortly after their marriage, however, when Rex stamped his authority in the household, Gloria and Matty’s lives changed.Rex considered locked doors antisocial. Rex would, therefore, enter the spare bathroom that Matty used, naked, which was considered the ‘men’s’ bathroom, or Matty’s bedroom, whenever he pleased. It was not an oppressive gesture by Rex and it was simply part of Rex’s ‘au natural’ approach to life.Mostly, in the mornings when Matty used the bathroom he would have to endure Rex’s nude masculinity. It was almost as if Rex was continually taunting him. When Matty brushed his teeth Rex would invariably have a piss, and then while Matty showered Rex would chat to him while absentmindedly scratching his pubes and fondling his balls. Rex’s uncut knob was totally spectacular.A more alarming – or should it be said, exhilarating – routine in the household, was Gloria and Rex’s raucous bedroom noises.Shortly after Rex and Gloria were married Matty overheard a conversation his mother had while chatting with a friend on the phone. Gloria told her friend that Rex was a total stud in Escort Haramidere the bedroom and the best fuck she had ever had.Their prolonged lovemaking consisted of loud groaning and grunting as Rex fucked the hell out of Gloria. This almost drove Matty out of his mind with sexual frustration. Most times, when Rex and Gloria emerged from the bedroom for a cooling down beverage, Gloria looked like the cat that had just got the cream. After Gloria returned their room, Rex would sit across from Matty in the lounge and eyeball him with a self-satisfied smirk on his face. It was almost as if Rex were saying, ‘Now that’s how you fuck a woman!’Rex soon also began referring to Matty as ‘our daughter,’ when in conversation with Gloria, and when he and Matty were alone, he called Matty, ‘baby girl’.Matty didn’t really mind too much but naturally protested, which would result in a special treat in Matty’s life. Rex would then always grab hold of Matty in a headlock and gently rub his fingers over Matty’s head. Given Matty’s small body he was totally at Rex’s mercy in these situations, but of course, he loved inhaling the smell of Rex’s manly armpits while ‘fighting’ him off.Although Matty was sure that Rex knew he was gay, regrettably, Rex never took things any further. Matty just accepted the fact; that Rex was straight and loved teasing him.Six months later another big change occurred in their lives when the police arrived at their apartment one evening and took Rex away in handcuffs. It turned out that the motorcycle trade was not the only business Rex was involved in, and given İkitelli escort the amount of cocaine that the police unearthed at the workshop, Rex was given a seven-year jail term.After Max’s incarceration, Gloria instituted divorce proceedings, because as good a lover as Rex was, he had become a liability.When Matty commenced college a couple of months later, unbeknownst to Gloria, Matty commenced visiting Rex in the penitentiary, at least once a month.Later that year Gloria met and married Stan. Stan was a sixty-year-old guy and although he was nothing to talk about in the looks department, he was very well-off. Approaching forty-years of age, Gloria’s priorities had changed substantially and she was very happy with her newfound comfort. This also heralded a new era in Matty’s life because Gloria and Stan decided to retire in a far-off place, and as Gloria owned their apartment she allowed Matty to continue living there while finishing his college degree.With his newfound emancipation, Matty tried to have a more active sex life. Most of the encounters, however, were rather dull because of Matty’s fixation with Rex, who had become an obsession in his life.Reclining on his mother’s large king-sized bed, he would often recall the sounds that he had formerly heard from this bedroom. In fact, Matty derived more stimulation from his periodic visits to the penitentiary than he did while having real sex. He often wondered if Rex was sexually active in prison, hoping that a homosexual key may have been unlocked during Rex’s incarceration. Matty often wanted to ask Rex if he was having Çapa escort bayan sex in prison during visits, but could simply never bring himself to do so.Worst of all, Rex just seemed to get hotter with every visit. With little else to do, Rex seriously worked-out while on the inside. As Matty lay pleasuring himself, he thought about the two famous motorbike emblems that Rex had tattooed on his upper arms and wondered if he had acquired more ink in the penitentiary. Although Matty had observed Rex’s hairline fast receding during his visits, the generous goatee Rex now sported more than made up for that. Above all, the look of warmth in Rex’s eyes during every visit made Matty yearn with longing after he arrived home.The weeks between visits were an agony for Matty. With every passing month, his desire for Rex seemed to intensify and the frustration of his inadequate sex life escalated. How he managed to keep his mind focussed enough to pass all his exams, was a mystery to him. On and on the hardship of his existence perpetuated until he finally graduated.Much as he enjoyed his job thereafter, Matty’s nights still continued to be filled with longing.Once Matty got settled into his workplace he negotiated a deal with his mother to buy her apartment, hoping that this new challenge would bring him some comfort. The thrill of his acquisition, however, was fleeting and so the next twenty-four months dragged by. The only shiny beacon in his existence lasted only one hour every month when Matty could sit across from Rex to recharge the inadequacy of his life. The pain of knowing that Rex still had two years to go and the uncertainty of what lay thereafter, gave him sleepless nights.During a visit to see Rex at this time, Rex informed him that he was going to be let out of prison early. He then asked Matty if he could move in with him until he got back on his feet. Totally beside himself, Matty naturally said yes.

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